Goodbye, My Spotify Playlists

To the girl who never looked both ways when crossing my mind,

I found myself thinking of you again. It's crazy because after all these years, after what you've done, even when you've never contacted me, when I've hated you, the sweet memories of you could still find their way to slip into my head. You still appear in my dreams a few times. In one of them I realised that you'll be gone like before, and I woke up devastated.

What is it with you that I still long for? I don't know anymore. Perhaps you've changed and I wouldn't know you, but the little voice in me thought that I'd still fall. I got to be careful because I don't want that to happen. Maybe because some parts of you have become a part of me? I now sleep without pillows just like you. Journal my days like you did. Heck, without realising it I even hurt people the way you hurt me. I thought loving you would just be a phase. Oh boy, how wrong I was. Never thought I'd end up like this.

I just wish I never met you.